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Read the Award-Winning Memoir!

  • Winner of Best Memoir (Catholic Media Association 2023)
  • 2nd place in Grief & Bereavement (Catholic Media Association 2023) 
  • Silver Medal from prestigious Nautilus Book Awards (2023) 

What if your greatest sufferings were an invitation to joy?

When Elizabeth Leon received a life-limiting diagnosis for her unborn son, she expected her baby to die. She didn’t expect his death to be a sacred experience that transformed her heart and left a message of love for the world.
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Elizabeth's writing triumphantly heralds the hope that when we surrender to the Lord, we are offered the pearl of great price, which is His Presence and His deep love for us. Let Yourself Be Loved is a road map to find joy in the valley of the shadow of death and why it is worth it.

In Let Yourself Be Loved, Elizabeth Leon tells the story of her son, John Paul Raphael, and the fierce beauty and purpose she found in only 28 hours and 10 minutes of her son’s life. Elizabeth Leon explores the landscape of surrender, hope, and grief and shares the freedom that she discovered in consenting to a path she did not choose.

 

On the surface, it may seem like an ordinary story. Babies are born every day. Some of them die. But, the Lord specializes in using the ordinary to do extraordinary work. John Paul Raphael left sacred truths through his short and shining life.  

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Let Yourself Be Loved is a story of freedom for every person who has ever walked through uncertainty or loss. Elizabeth Leon writes with authenticity and humanity as she prepares for the death of her baby then navigates the wasteland of grief. She invites us to open ourselves to the lessons that come from life and death. 

“This story brims with hope, unflinching love, and the reminder that there is purpose and meaning in every moment of life. Elizabeth Leon shares her story with candor, joy, and a level of wisdom that’s been hard won through suffering."

Lisa Brenninkmeyer, founder of Walking with Purpose

“The story of John Paul Raphael is a grand love story, God’s from the very beginning. It is the saddest story with the happiest ending. A tragedy with a plot twist of joy. A story that taught me the beautiful agony of surrender and the radiance of hope. Through our baby, light flooded the darkest caverns of my heart and seeds of grief sprouted into spectacular blossoms of peace, purpose, and joy. Not the miracle I wanted, but a miracle I would learn to love.”

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